I don't know.
It seems to be my new go-to statement. Because, frankly, I really don't know.
At no point in my life have I ever felt so vulnerable & unsure of my plans. And I think that's exactly where the Lord wants me. It's not my choice, but I've figured out its the best way for me to fully concentrate on Him in the midst of everything else.
Five years ago, the Lord made the studio happen & I followed. It was very clear then that He was leading me. Now, it's not clear at all, but I know He's doing something. And that's not easy for me....someone who likes to have a plan of what's going on. So when people ask me what I'm planning to do....the real answer is "I don't know". I'm sorry that some of you don't like that answer. There's no secrets....nothing I'm keeping from anyone. I just really don't know. But neither do those sparrows & they're doing ok. Matthew 6:25-26
I've also realized that this time of waiting is seen as an opportunity for the devil. He has used people & situations to needle away at my self-confidence & attitude. So I'm here to say no to all that. Matthew 4:10 says "Away with you Satan. For it is written, thou shall serve the Lord God & Him alone." I know he has better things for me than that..."For I know the plans I have for you,” declares the Lord, “plans to prosper you and not to harm you, plans to give you hope and a future." Jeremiah 29:11
So if I don't have much to say or you don't like my answers to your questions, I do apologize. But I'm just over here being still & knowing. /Psalm 46:10/ In the meantime, feel free to join me in praising Him for this crazy mixed up life! I'm so blessed & thankful that I serve a loving God. He's my first priority & I'm giving him all the glory for whatever is and will be. He also blessed me with these amazing people that I get to spend each day with....
I don't know much, but I know I'm blessed. And for that, I'm forever grateful.